when a simple name conquers your whole mind.......

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, "love"

am i in trouble??
oww yeaaa..idk.mybe.yes.mybe.not.mybe...

duluu-duluu aku rsa cenggini la kot

source :http://www.boardofwisdom.com/default.asp?start=11&topic=1005&listname=Love

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

but,

well,

nothing is impossible 

:)

;)

:D 

copy & paste from The Board of Wisdom

WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...

WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.


If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.

kak A

adik pun x leyh lupakan kak
ermm..sama la kita...


thanks 4 everything kak
take care of urself
krim salam kt ur boyfren..
tata

untuk kak A***

adik rinduuu kak...misss u a lot!
i'll never ever forget u kakak..

dlu adik sukaa minum Tea O Ais BOH original
skrang still ada tp susah nk jmpa..mcm adik..haha

bebear tu sntiasa akanku pelihara =)
and...bku merah tu still ada..adik letak kt tmpat yg special
adik slalu jgk bca balik letter kak tu
bcoz imissyou

text me if u want to...
i'll wait 4 u
=)

"confession of a broken heart"

i know we shouldn't be together

because,

i know i'm not deserve to be with you 
and

i know i don't deserve to have you

i love u and i'm sorry

kak A***

dok teringat thn 2009...

hmm...

i'm so sorry kak.

saya tau saya sorang ja yg salah

saya x kisah klau kak x maafkan saya

xpa la..mmg my fault, my bad

tp, nk gtau 1 bnda..

teddy bear 'sweetdream' yg kak bgi tu mmg jdi my 'baby' la

pi mna pun wajib bwk, klau x bwk x leh tido

thanks kak A***

declared

Di sini saya hendak memaklumkan bahawa tahun 2010 merupakan tahun paling teruk sepanjang 16 tahun saya hidup di muka bumi ini.

sekian, terima kasih

2009

aku rindu khidupan aku yg dlu2 tu
tp............................
tu la kan...

we learn from mistakes

ayat di atas 101% btul

 tp aku still dok wat silap wlaupun aku dh tau benda tu mmg salah 

again and again. i don't really learn from any of my mistakes

why am i such a fool??

but this time, i swore to myself this is the LAST mistake i ever did in my entire life

...

I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.

It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you. It's not my fault I do like you. My only mistake was to fall to much in love with you.

you

Do you know that you hurt me?
Do you even care?
All the things you told me,
Felt like lies and so unfair.

Do you want to know what my problem is?

I will tell you what my problem is…

1. i love you.
2. I love your name,
3. I love your gorgeous smile,
4. I love your beautiful eyes,
5. I love your voice,
6. I love the sound of your laugh,
7. i love the way you get mad,
8. i love the way i dont understand you at all. 
9. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood.

whatever la kan

ihateyousoverytrulydeeplymadlyfreakingfuckingdamnstupidmuchmuch

hunny with bunny

28.11.10

4 rabbits

•  2 boys
• * benny
• *bunny

• 2 girls
• Fluffy
• Izzi McGuire

bored to death

i do care*************************
but its just a waste of EVERYSINGLETHINGINMYLIFE
now i don't want to care anymore!
its my fault anyway....
serves you right,hunny!
i hate u,hunnnnnnyy helennnnnna..



well,
i'll "just go with the flow"...maybe

fake it till u make it

LAUGHT OUT LOUD if u think u wanna cry
yeah its hard
but u have to try...........

sad

sometime u make me smile

but sometime(many times kot) u make me feel sad

.............................................................

so, what will i do now is wait for u to text me first!!

 it is YOU to start it first.
huh!

happy!

yey!!
aku happy (for now)
:)
:)
:)

 

PHYSICS lover

One of the ques in paper 2 physics final exam 2010,

Submarine is used to move underwater. Using suitable physics concepts, explain how you can design basic structure of a small submarine so that it can be used for an underwater exploration.

[sampai hati cikgu gelak. pstu x bgi markah plak tu.hukhuk]

ok,

let me explain,

1. time ni aku fed up + pissed off + mcm nk muntah
2. tak larat dongg. otak dh dikerah tenaga dgn kejam
3. x tau nk buat apa dh
4. cm nk buat humour skit..kot2 dpt markah..tgok2...hampeh
5. buat ja stakat yg mampu

5 things in my mind

1. dah 6 minggu. smakin hari smakin mcm dilupakan. [idunnowhattosay lahh]
2. kena sabar dan tabah dgn ujian kehidupan yg kian rencam ini [acewahh..hiperbola..ayat dh la x btoi.haha]
3. minat balik dinosaur. tringin nak Pleo the robotic dinosaur
4. nak pi tusyen spanjang cuti skola ni
5. learning english..my english is bad and the worst in da world

Pleo my Dinosaur

http://www.pleomalaysia.com/   -check this out




cute!!
but a lil scared of this thing
dinosaur ganazz..rawrrr
i love this dinosaur
manjaaaa..but its a dinosaur!!
rawrrrRRR
tringin nak ada menatang ni

I thought you were cool until the point,
Up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're all the same,
Always coming up with some kind of story

owwyes.its hurt

memang

sangat

sesungguhnya

sememangnya

[completely speechless.i mean,i dunno what to say.its c.o.m.p.l.i.c.a.t.e.d.actually,too much to say that i forgot everthing about it]

whats wrong with you?
orrrr
whats wrong with me?

Arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i could be like Addin or hlovate...mybe

its hard

its hurt

its hate

aA+bB

bca blk buku ni kali ke-2 dah

aduiii...best G.I.L.A

nnti nk bca kali ke-3 [tunas] then nk smbung bca aA+bB jgk
dlm crita ni,
i brangan jdi "HANI", kak ipar Addin

muahaha..x dak keja

Eternal

                                                 .If love is shelter, I'm going to walk in the rain.



errrr

......................................

you are

Automatic Automatic
You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine
I die with every beat
You’re automatic and your voice is electric
but do I still believe?
It’s automatic every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It’s automatic when you say things get better
but they never…

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
It’s so automatic calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you
It’s automatic watching faces I don’t know
Erase the face from you

It’s automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You’re automatic

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you
Automatic
Automatic

Automatic

Automatic

Each step you make
each breath you take
your heart,
your soul,
remote controlled
This life is so sick
You’re automatic to me

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
why do I keep loving you
automatic

di skolah

khamis aritu, time nk blk skolah, cek trkejut gila..

rmaiiii............haha

cek trkejut kat depa, 

yg depa pulak trkejut kat cek..

dia tu kan.....tau smua

bgus bgus bgus

tp, tut...tut..tut..tut...

  ****a, don't be a little bitch with ur chit chat!

6.10.10

pgi tdi air x dak,

so, x pi skolah la

dok rmh ingat nk study

bca bku sjarah 2 muka surat,

trus ZzzZZzz

THE END

oh tidak

oh tidak

oh tidak

oh tidak

oh tidak

oh tidak

x dak pa2..
hurr..cpatnya masa brlalu...taun dpn dh nk ambek spm dh!!

감사합니다 [terima kasih].haha.

Author : NurZawani Zulkhaflee

chapter 1

[kesian kak aku pening]

chapter 2

lawak ka..hahaha

org tu

aku fuck ko balik!
huuu
slama ni[taun lpas+taun ni] kau kejam gak ngn aku kan
mcm ni la yg aku rasa time kau benci+marah aku dulu
kak sakit hati kan..
aku lgi sakit hati...kau buat aku lgi trok pda aku wat kau

i've changed A LOT laa kak..
bkn mcm dlu lgi kot
yeah, saya bkn mcm taun lpas lgi!!
sorry x gtaw awal2..
sbb sy x psti
then, skrng sy dh pasti
BAI

exam final

haaaa
mmng nk dkat dh
so, sedarkan lah dirimu wahai hunny!!!
HUH!!!!

hye :)

(3 or 4 or 5 months ago) 
i'm scared as hell to want you but here i am,
wanting you anyway,

and now that i have you,

  i don't want to lose you!

thanks Allah

syukur

sy amat gembira

:)

oh wow

-nothing??-

-back to normal-

-bye-

2.10.10 2.30

is it REAL-LY??????
am i dreaming or what??
-i must be dreaming i think-
YES! U ARE!
hrp2 mmng btol
please

tolonglah saya

memang saya patut ditolong
bai

F!!!!!

gay!

fu*k!!

ditujukan khas untuk sesapa yg terasa

malam smalam laki mna tataw "ganggu" aku lgi
aku dh la pening kpala.
mmng x dak mood ar
gadoh sat...Babi lar!!!

sapa ttaw yg Babi sangat bagi number aku kat benda tu!
mother-fucking babi toi ar
senang2 bgi kat org
x mntak kat aku dlu plak tu
FU*K

aku pon ttaw sapa yg babi sngt bagi number aku,
so, sesapa yg terasa tu, dia kot.
BAI

Latest

 tp aku sudah jatuh chenta trsngat ngn lagu T.a.T.u

their songs was so SAD but not so slow...tp agak jiwang kot...hmmm
 tapa la..
thats all
 bai
        

adik aku kot

nama dia Puteri Elyssa Adrianna

lawak jer..

nma dia- ttaw

tp aku sukaaa la budak ni

cute!!!!

jmpa dia kat lngkawi-time raya

dia ni spupu aku kot :)

x buat rebonding pon..

hri khamis yg lalu,
aku pi langkawi,
malam tu aku suruh kak yon iron rambutku

hahaha

then,

inilah hasilnya [x edit bhagian muka dan rambut yar]

sekian.
terima kasih

syukur

hri ni dpt markah BM and AGAMA 

so, 

konklusinya,

lebih baik saya dok rumah drpd dok "hotel"

result pun cantik sikit

R.I.P

pada hari raya kedua,

nonoi,kucing pondanku pergi untuk selama-lamanya

he's still young!

huh

.mati di usia muda.

sbelum dia nk prgi mninggalkan kami,

perangai dia and smua2 berubah.

dia kurus,

x lalu makan,

demam,

x manja....& mcm2 lgi

i'm soooo S.A.D++++ and

missing him so bad!!!

NONOI,

I LOVE YOU!

sebelum malam raya

aku bkak posa kat rmh tok
shifa and her family smua ada la
malam tu kmi men mercun and bunga api
besttt..

ijat si kechik yg x taw cakap tu pon main mercun gak..mercun bawangg. cute!

berasap

awat la ngn hang oiiiii shifaaa???

last but not least,

aku ngn shifak men perang2 bunga api

aku menang

hahahha

the end

kpda D.......

dia dh berubah noh
mcm bnyak ja
*i sngt merajok*
huh
hate her
hate her
hate her


but still LoVe her...kot

terok la

eeee..
aku benci btol la kat ko
ingat kau tu baguih sgt ka??
arghh!!!!
hate u
hate u
hate u
hate u
hate u
hate u
hate u

August Test

syukur.
stakat ni aku rsa OK gak result 'teruk' aku tu
smenjak dok rumah la kann....................result pon happy mcm tuan dia
yg frust sngt tang PHYSICS
wei physics, klaw hang senang banyak boleh tak???

its only a dream,hunny..stop crying!!

pagi tdi or malam semalam kan,

aku mmpi D.I.A.N without an I

just D.A.N

scene dlm mmpi tu mcm real gilaa!

btol2 mcm bukan mmpi

aku mmpi...........bersatu balik dgn dbah and asma

tapi iwani x dak..

its just 3 of us, skolah sama2 balik

and.........

its hard for me to tell the full story what i dreamt last night,

because when i got up,

i'm crying

and time sahur pown,

crying smpai x lalu mkn,[nseb bek mama and papa x tnya knapa]

just one butterscotch and half glass of water

and time solat pon lagi la crying!
(dalam mmpi ada part yg kmi 3 nanges k'gmbiraan time brtemu)

and still crying right now.

i kind of LiKe you...Jared

You're Next

When I was younger I hated going to weddings. It seemed that all of my aunts and the grandmotherly types used to come up to me, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.'


They stopped doing that after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

i H.a.t.e. ^him^

i'm so sick of youu!!!
youu're not deserve to be a human at all!!
and i always wish that youu will turn to be a rabbit or small,tiny fish!
u pissed me off
hope that u'll be gone by now!
f**k off,please....

^fakes^

.sorrow.

  huny

dead!!

i'm feeling depressed  EVERY single day

i hate a lot of people lately

and the worst is,

i hate myself!

.hunny.

    :(

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dh delete 30 post
mls nk simpan
ingat nk delete smua tp tnggai la skit2 wat kenang-kenangan

Qiamulail

qiamulail taon ni sedih x trhingga..

ya laa...

dlu klaw qiamulail taw dh nk tdoq ngn sapa,nk mkn ngn sapa, nk pi toilet ngn sapa...

sapa lgi klaw bkn D.I.A

dbah,asma,iwani

kakk,i miss u soooo damn much

rsa cm tamaw pi jaa..

tp klaw dok rumah lgi la boring x wat pa..

at least klaw pi qiyam ni,

dpt la tmbah pahala..hihi

~THE END~

[sedih sngat]

latest

lma gila x on9

sbb laptop da kat papa..

huh

ok....

skrang busy dgn lthan 'pom2'

dh x ckup msa dh..

sport day da dkat

haiyooo

tp best laa..

best time wat lthan ja..

lpas blik rmh....rawrrrr!! tired siotttt

SORRRYY

sorry guys..

lmaaaaaaaaaaaaa gyla gyla gyla siot x update blog ni...

what can i do..

x de mood nk 2lis..haha

trok3..

so,

now...

my life is suxxx without my beloved kak 'angkat'[k.alin]

boringgg la pi skolah skrang....

lgiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii boring bla dbah,iwani,awen,atin x dak nnti...

huuuuuu..

sdeyhnyaaaa

knpa MARA x ambek aku!!!!!

huk3

nseb bek kak ama ada lgi,

klaw x..

mmpos la..x tawu nk wat pe dh...

sdeyh laaa....

dian dh nk brpisah..

yg tnggal di smksb cuma "A" & "N"

asma n nicha..

kmi  akan trus 'menggemilangkan smksb'.yey!!

and..

dbah dan iwani,

gudbye korang

gudluck di sane ek

jgn lpa la kmi kt cini......

huk3..

sdeyhnya nk brpisah..